A married man that is having a big lady as an intimate friend but each time he talk well of his wife, the lady is overtaken with bad mood. Some men had through such act killed their wife.
Several Failures might not be a sign for you to START a Church ministry. Fighting spiritual battles and winning them for yourself and others is not yet an authentic prove that you are called. Counseling people and your counsels work for them doesn’t make you their pastor. Make sure you received the call first from God and be sure, because it will show, if you are not.
Everything good for you worth learning about. Don’t try it if you have not learnt it. If your building has an electric wiring problem, don’t try to fix it if you knew nothing about fixing electricity. You don’t drive to learn driving, everything worthwhile and good for you worth learning… hmmm
We don’t use Jesus to get things done for us. We submit to him as our Lord and Saviour and things will never stop working in our favour.